Thursday, May 29, 2008

Frustration

You know I'm wondering why can't I have a normal functioning body.. I mean most women ovulate on CD14 or 15 .. I probably wont O until CD 21 or something crazy I dont know I havent ovulated on my own in 2 yrs lol.. This is my first cycle of Clomid and I think i just want it to work so quicky .. Ughhh i just want a baby already

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

First Post ...Nervous

This is my first post, which makes me a bit nervous to know ill be airing out my buisness for the computer world,but i also think it could be healing. I should first start off by telling you my story.

Im Lynn 27 yrs of age until next month. I live and work in New York,NY and no its nothing like Carrie and friends on sex and the city. Ive lived her all my life except for a few years when i moved around Miami and New Orleans to be exact.. Anyway in 2002 I met the love of my life who i didnt know was the love of my life until about 2 yrs ago lol go figure that. His name is Preston and he is wonderful slightly older than me he just turned 37. He is my rock and my foundation especially since i'm here in New York by myself.

The question always is why arent you married , well first off that might be coming but we both feel as our relationship is solid enough i know you should get married before having kids . but hey we are rebels lol besides i will be his wife soon enough hell he already calls me his wife. Our relationship is great now heres the kicker , he has kids yup and they are great im not around them enough to know them like that but when I do see them they are always polite and sweet. I love how he is with kids which is why im dying to have his baby.

Back to what this blog really is about, Its about me and my ttc journey . I have to say i only have been TTC for a little while,not nearly as long as some ladies I have chatted with or spoken too. But it could possibly be a long journey. I have PCOS (google it ) and well its hell and I have about 5 if im lucky periods a year and nope i dont ovulate.. This cycle im being a tad more aggressive im on cd9 (cd=cycle day) I took clomid on Cd 3-7 . I purchased an OV watch (great investment) and some preseed.. So now im just waiting to ovulate or at least see fertile day 1 on my watch .

Oh yea i also chart on fertility friend (great sight if your TTC)

Now some of my friends would say what the hell a blog about trying to have a baby, yea because those of us who are infertile realize that this journey sucks ass its frustrating and you need to let it out so this is for me to let it out..

Well i think this is a good intro and ill try and post as often as possible..This should be fun :)

Oh yea shout out to Soulcysters this is a freakin awesome site with wonderful girls